depressed. period. sudicidal.fat. disusting. birthday in two days.whatever i give up.
i wanna transfer so bad.the school i go to isn't a school its a dictartorship.and its completely fucking over my life.I wanna die.they called my fucking mom >.<and now 'we have to talk'its ridiculouskill me now??
my friend anna died today.
and no this isn't some cutesy anorexia bullshit.
my friend actually died and i'm so shocked.
its all numb
breakdown..
everthings been going wrong.
piling up and not spilling out.
let it go.
I'm fat. remeber that breakdown you had. yeah that was BECAUSE of the fat so why do you insist on eating?
when did you become so weak? why did you become so weak?
on the brightsode it snowed yesterday and its supposed to snow tonight&tomorrow.
which means no schooool! wooo!
